Wednesday, August 26, 2015

My Teacher Identity

My name is Laura Mills, but you can call me Lexi, and I hope to become a teacher someday. To understand who I am as a teacher, I feel it is important to first describe how I got to this point in my career. My journey begins very early on in my life, and this is how it goes:
When I was a young girl, I knew I wanted to be something great when I grew up. My imagination offered me careers such as astronaut, marine biologist, and famous pop star. It wasn't until high school, however, that I realized the "something great" was going to mean being an educator. English was a subject I had always thrived in and so it seemed natural and comforting to choose this discipline as my “forever home.” Reading and writing is what I loved doing in my spare time. Even as a child, when I wasn't digging for bugs or catching butterflies, I was in the house reading one of the many books we had on our shelves. Grammar and spelling came easy to me because of how often I exposed myself to that culture through books.
Home-schooled until fifth grade, it shocked me when I got to public school and heard my peers complaining about reading, writing something for class, or books in general. During my entire middle and high school career I listened to everyone around me talk about how much they hated reading and class, despite having many of the teachers that I admired and believed to be good role models. I am not sure why so many people rather “wait for the movie” or take a 0 instead of doing a short writing assignment on Shakespeare’s Othello. And I will never understand how so many people’s imaginations could have let them all down in the same way. Books are a journey if you let them lead you.
This past summer I completed an internship with the Shippensburg Public Library by helping out with the Youth Program. It was my job to read to children twice a week and help operate the “Teen Scene” every Friday afternoon. The hope of the Youth Program Director was that by showing how fun reading can be, the youths are more likely to grow up reading more and using their now strengthened imaginations to help shape the world for the better.
And so, this takes me to who I want to be as a teacher. I want to be many things but by far the most important part of being a teacher is being inspirational. This could mean any number of ideas: a listening ear for a teenager who believes nobody can hear them, a firm “no” that stops a bully from hurting someone, a kind word that ends a bad day, or the person that helps a young mind decide what they want to be after finishing their own education, a teacher.
As an English lover, it would be my hope that each of my future students would also love the language as much as me; knowing this is impossible, however, I want to teach them hard work will be rewarded in life. To inspire them to keep focused and on task would not only benefit me and them in my class, but in “real life” too. Doing the homework that I assigned regardless of how much they loathe reading will give them good grades, which may contribute to them getting in a good college or work force of their own choosing, so that they may enjoy their lives. Having the skills to follow orders is important to have in the world that we live in today.
One more trait I hope to bequeath to my students is the ability to THINK. Yes, it is important to know when and how to take orders, but nothing new will ever come from future generations if they are unable to use their imaginations and brain power to think beyond anywhere that mankind has gone before. The concept of going to the moon was unheard of until an intellectual put his mind to it. Through trial and error, humans were able to travel somewhere no creature had ever been before. These are the kinds of ideas I hope to inspire in my classroom from open discussions and a safe, judgement-free environment. I want to be the map that guides children to their places in the world.
It is obvious that many people believe that teaching would not be a difficult job, and some believe that it is not very important to keep us around, especially the liberal arts teachers. But to some precious few individuals, we are acknowledged for our significance and appreciated for it. To those who comprehend our merit: thank you! 

"I am indebted to my father for living, but to my teacher for living well."
                                                                     -Alexander the Great


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